Stuff i decided to post online

In Many Languages the word Aime means love. In French it means Beloved, loved, and dear. Either way, to say i love you is Je t’aime. All of this seems random, and like a lesson in french, neither of these things are things i’m trying to get across. This word, Aime, means more to me then it possibly does to any of the millions of people who use it, or one if its meanings any chosen day. Just seeing the word Aime perks my attention, if i search Aime up on google, it is not a translation of the word i’m looking for, it’s the person it’s attached to in my life. This person is love to me, she embodies it in every sense of the word. She’s awkward, sometimes downtrodden, obsessive, sometimes worried and often times anxious about something. All of these things happen to people who are in love. This woman, she embodies the ideals of love, she is the thing that i do love. More then just a mysterious word that tries to embody a multitude of feelings. The problem with the word Aime, or Love, is that it cannot explain the depth of feelings that you do feel. It has been overused by us all. Although we might say, “i love ice-cream”, we don’t mean it in the same sense as when we first say I Love You to that person. Love has been broken, the word, its meaning shattered, and all i know is that, even if the word Aime is overused, that the Aime i use, only refers to one person. This person, there is no way to overuse, or shatter her meaning. She means everything, and as love does, she continues to surprise me day in and day out.  Just as we cannot live without using the word Love, i cannot live without my own love, my own Aime.

Je t’aime Aime.

Anonymous said: butt chin! haha sorry dude. i was reading through your tumblr. sounds like you got some lady trouble bro, my best bet is to bite the bullet and tell the lass how you feel.

meh, it’s over now, troubles me not. 

And yes i have a dimple in my chin. You are just jealous.

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Anonymous said: Guess who i am

i have no idea, you are anon. give me a hint!

Anonymous said: well then your out of luck, or you try harder i don't know what else to say

well, i wasn’t really asking for help, but thank you, i will try harder.

Anonymous said: do you miss anyone, do you regret anything, do you wish you could have done anything in l=your life differently?

i miss a specific person…who i got really close to, and then screwed up with so that they don’t really want to talk to me. I regret this thing, because this person was really special to me =/

Anonymous said: If you could say or do sone thing to some one who and what would thy be

hmm, anyone?

i would want to talk to Aubrey Plaza because she seems like a really interesting person, and i would pitch a movie idea/screenplay i have written to her, and see what her opinion about it is.

Going to university in 4 days!

Anonymous said: So why do you post such awful boring things. It seems you are very melodramatic. I am sorry no one is really interested in your bipolar posts. Tumblr is a happy place, try being happy some time

i am a very happy person! and as you can see, many of the things i have posted are not negative or melodramatic! Some of the things are, because in that time, i was in a difficult situation, or reading something similar to the thing i wrote, and so that being negative. 

Anonymous said: If you could change anything about your past, what would it be?

i wouldn’t have acted blindly, and in turn wouldn’t have screwed someone important over.